Waiting

I know, I know, I said I wouldn't be back this year. We had so many plans for the next week or two. So many people to spend time with. Time to outwardly acknowledge and thank so many for the support they have given us through what has been a challenging year.

Sadly nana's brother has taken a turn for the worse. Mostly unconscious. Not quite here. Not quite there. It's a strange time. Reminds me very much of the days before my dad's death although the circumstances were very different.

Thankfully I know that the same folks who have supported us and helped us through this year will continue to stand by us through this time. They'll understand why we have cancelled most of our arrangements and will still be there for fun and laughter at a more appropriate time.

In the meanwhile we're all contemplating the bigger picture. You know, those big 'why' and 'when' questions that life sometimes throws at you. Contemplating a life that is precious, a life characterised by outstanding determination, energy, enthusiasm, hard work and charisma.

Edited to add the wait is over. Nana needs to be alone. I'm trying to figure out where I need to be - and am messing on suddenly trying not to think about the big why and when questions.